Since my whole life is about to change drastically I thought I'd write a blog post seeing as I have essentially left my blog to become buried under three thousand feet of sand. I am ecstatic to say that I have finally finished secondary school (cue screams of delight and intense joy) and I earned the mark I was working furiously for. I also met my conditions for university so Psychology here I come!
What with moving to Scotland far sooner that I am mentally prepared for, everything is changing and the butterflies in my stomach have conveniently multiplied significantly. I cannot wait to start university, but I am absolutely terrified at the same time. I'm going to miss all my friends dearly, and starting anew will be difficult. However, I am determined to stay positive as this is a spectacular opportunity and I cannot wait to begin something completely unknown. I am so excited to move and experience new things!
So, what with enjoying my last week in Belgium and attempting (because I have barely started) to pack up all my belongings into suitcases, I feel very jumpy. Due to the fact that I have moved around a lot, my mind has come to detest suitcases, so the very thought of packing makes me sigh distastefully. I also can't really come to terms with the fact that I'll be moving away from home as my course doesn't actually start for quite a while. It also means that I have to limit my packing and leave behind some belongings (gracious, I'll have to cut down on shoes). It's becoming a gloomy affair, as I realised that everything I own is simply 'stuff'. I own quite a fair amount of clothes, but it's all quite meaningless really. I always feel that way when I'm travelling, that nothing really matters about from the passport, the ticket and the money. Everything else is irrelevant. I think that may be slightly pessimistic.
I've been doing a little travelling these past two weeks, and I thought I'd add a few snaps to show what I've been up to.
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| New Forest icecream |
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| Being artsy on the beach with reverse dinosaur spines |
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| Dorset beach |
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| 6am lonely walk in the sunrise (camping is definitely not my thing) |
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| the BEST BREAKFAST I HAVE EVER MADE (this is me preparing for the cafe I will own) |
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| I made scones and we had an English high tea |
I'm currently reading the Count of Monte Cristo (it's taking quite a while to read) and I absolutely adore it! I'm wrapped up in Dumas' world of deceit and murder.
Right I'm away to make mini apple crumbles for dessert tonight! Yes, I do always think about food. I really do want to own a café. It will be filled with avocados.
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